Categories
Society Spiritual Growth Suffering & Trials Theology

Like Augustine’s Grocery Bag

In our day Christians are being stretched. With every distraction and every demand of our full calendars, we are being stretched in all our capacities.

Who among us is not feeling spread thin by the repetitious news cycle which demands our attention second to second and so creating in us the dreaded “fear of missing out”?

Our desires are being stretched too. Careers that offered fulfilled dreams have been ended with mere severance. Or they continue to demand time and, toil yet our desire is not slaked.

All people in the West possess great convenience epitomized in the power of our fingertips on ready touchscreen apps. Who has not felt tired but wired with all of this instant power, yet less and less instant gratification?

Stretched Thin or Just Crushed?

This stretching we feel is not a capacity that we are growing in, but a sense of being flattened or crushed. Crushed by the desire for relationships. Crushed by the desire for justice. Crushed by the need for meaning.

As Douglas Murray noted in The Strange Death of Europe, “one of the notable characteristics of Western culture is precisely that it permanently fears itself to be in decline”.

This fear acts like a double-drum compactor rolling over the happiness and hope of people like they are so much asphalt. Radical calls for justice in this life show how heavy these fears can be. It is easy to be flattened with frustration that there is no sufficient justice in this world. We can agonize at the question, “why does the way of the wicked prosper?” (Jer 12:1Psa 73:3Job 21:7Ecc 8:14).

At the same time, there is the weight of fear which crushes the comfortable and the privileged. It is the fear that their status and privileges will be lost. The fear of losing power, prestige or influence can turn the comfortable life into a life of panic.

In the culture wars of the West, we fear the loss of power and influence on the right, and we fear unaddressed injustice on the left. Both can be easily captive to the concerns of this-world and think little of the world to come.

Fear and Panic in Renewal Time

Christians can also get paranoid at what they see as they assume the worst. Fear rolls over them. Even as the small reformed renewal enters into its intermediate to mature stage, Christians can see the expansion of churches and the few renewed institutions in Evangelicalism and be rolled over with the fear of its collapse. It is easy to be disillusioned when someone sees the sins of their heroes within the ‘gospel-centred’ movement.

Likewise Christians can be suspicious of the visible success of the reformed renewal, and have the uneasy feeling that they must divert its strength to address the more relevant concerns of society. Then a ‘gospel-centred’ movement is no longer enough. It must also be a movement to mimic the issues in the news cycle.

Fears about losing the big conferences, the public champions, and the mass of Christian publishing can be so crushing that people can be anxious to shut down refining critiques, or overinflate the importance of the movement as if it is too big to fail.

Either way, fear dominates many of us, so that we can’t see the gospel good being done, nor see that the renewal is neither a full-on revival, nor is it heaven.

All of this kind of fearful stretching is bringing a fatigue to churches. It is not the kind of stretching that we need. Instead, today more than ever, we require a renewal of our desires. We need to be stretched heaven-ward.

Of Springs and Soap Bubbles

Our desires have lost their elasticity and vigour, because they have been attached too long and too tightly to the world that is. “This-world” desires have overstretched us and our spring is unsprung.

In the church, it started with good intentions. There was the recapturing of the doctrine of vocation, rendering to God worship through the work of one’s hands. But as Michael Allen writes in his book, Grounded in Heaven:

“Too often a desire to value the ordinary and the everyday, the mundane and the material, has not led to what ought to be common-sense to any Bible-reader: that heaven and the spiritual realm matter most highly.”

Nowadays we are trying to find meaning in our work, but struggling to suffer in it, mistakenly assuming that emphasis on “faith and work” brings more heaven on earth.

On the one hand, there has been an increase in books that revel in the ‘ordinary’. This may have started with Anne Voskamp’s best-seller and her extended meditations on ordinary things like soap bubbles. On the other hand, even the books on heaven have been reduced to “tourism” to gain lessons for what really matters, life in the now. Allen goes on to say:

“Too rarely do we speak of heavenly-mindedness, spiritual-mindedness, self-denial, or any of the terminology that has marked the ascetical tradition (in its patristic or, later, in its Reformed iterations).”

It is not to say that we shouldn’t see the dignity of God’s creation, nor value the mundane work we must do as an opportunity to glorify God according to the priesthood of all believers. But we need to re-calibrate where our strongest passions and deepest desires are directed. Are we conscious of the will of God being done in heaven first and fundamentally? Then we can reset our desires to pray that God’s will be done, “on earth as it is in heaven” (Matt 6:10).

Augustine’s Grocery Bag

Augustine offers a picture of the ways that we need to be stretched and it offers a compelling alternative to the chase-your-own-tail existence of the modern social media feed. Augustine likens our desires to something like a grocery bag. It is folded and narrow to begin with, but when it is stretched wide, it can receive a large capacity of things to put in it. He says:

“so God, by deferring our hope, stretches our desire; by the desiring, stretches the mind; by stretching, makes it more capacious.”

Our desires are to be stretched heaven-ward, to the beatific vision of being in the presence of God.

As John put it in 1 John 3:2-3, “Beloved, we are God’s children now, and what we will be has not yet appeared; but we know that when he appears we shall be like him because we shall see him as he is. And everyone who thus hopes in him purifies himself as he is pure.”

There is a pressing need to be stretched. Christians need to be stretched in our desires for heaven. Such stretching will deliver us from the emptiness of Your Best Life Now, and the exhaustion of the news cycle’s incessant demands.

Our fear of catastrophe can be dispelled by this invincible hope, not in movements or men, but in the Lamb and his eschatological kingdom, which shall have no end.

As Augustine said, “Let us desire therefore, my brethren, for we shall be filled.”


A version of this article was published at The Gospel Coalition Canada on April 8, 2019 under the title, Being Stretched.

image: Vittore Carpacaccio (1502)

Categories
Clint Gospel Puritans Suffering & Trials Theology

Our Heart’s Delight is in the Destination

If you are raising kids you might have a plan for their schooling and their activities. 

Or if you’re going to school yourself, you might have a path for the courses you want to take in order to start a career. 

Or if you are in business you might have a map for the sales and the growth that you want to get.

All of us have plans and tracks and maps. 

But often we find ourselves with the wrong map, or what we think is the right map with the wrong destination. 

Just ask the person next to you when was the last time you were lost. Did you look at the GPS? Did you ask for help? 

Your answer to that question might depend on whether you’re male or female. 

The Philippian Church thought that they had arrived. They were mature. They had a connection to an apostle. They were successfully Roman in a Roman World.  But they had become discontent, divided, and despairing. 

They had gotten off track. They thought they had arrived, but they still had a long way to go. They thought that their success, or their status, or their theology could make them happy.

Is that you this morning?  Have you been tempted to think that you’ve arrived?   

When we look to the Word of God, we may discover that some of us here have not arrived and are lost— horribly lost. Or we may find, that the destination we’ve mapped for our joy is totally wrong. 

Instead, we need to map our joy— so that in the Lord, we rejoice— always (Phil 4:4) 

The Start and Finish

Paul starts with this command: Rejoice. What is joy? Joy is the heart’s delight in the heart’s destination. As Augustine, the 5th Century North African theologian said:

You move us to delight in praising You; for You have formed us for Yourself, and our hearts are restless till they find rest in You.

Confessions and Letters of St Augustine, Nicene and Post-Nicene Fathers 1:1

Are you restless today? Maybe it is because you are not delighting in God, nor finding your rest in God. Maybe your heart’s delight is aimed at the wrong destination. 

Remember how Jesus had joy and delight in doing the Father’s will? In the language of Psalm 40:8: “I delight to do your will, O my God; your law is within my heart.” On the Mount of Olives in Jerusalem, Jesus prayed, “Father, if you are willing, remove this cup from me. Nevertheless, not my will, but yours, be done” (Lk 22:42). How could he say that? As Hebrews 12:2 says about Jesus, it was, “for the joy that was set before him [he] endured the cross, despising the shame, and is seated at the right hand of the throne of God.”

Joy is Commanded

John Piper, has written more on Joy than any modern writer. He describes his awakening in 1968 to the importance of joy for the Christian. He said: 

Perhaps most shocking to me in 1968 was the simple and obvious observation that this joy in God is commanded.

The Psalms are littered with joy in God commanded for us:

  • Psalm 37:4 Delight yourself in the Lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart.
  • Psalm 33:1 Shout for joy in the Lord, O you righteous! Praise befits the upright.
  • Psalm 32:11 Be glad in the Lord, and rejoice, O righteous, and shout for joy, all you upright in heart!

So our joyless-ness is disobedience. 

Are There Two Classes of Christian?

Now before you balk at that. Just let that sink for a minute. Paul’s command to rejoice always might tempt you to think that there are two classes of Christian. Joyful Christians and UnJoyful Ones. 

But there are not two classes of Christian. Paul commands all believers to rejoice. Paul and James are in complete agreement here. James opens his letter with this command to rejoice, in trials even:

Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds, for you know that the testing of your faith produces steadfastness. And let steadfastness have its full effect, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.

James 1:2-4

Where is the sphere of your joy? Where is it located? If you were to show me a map of where your joy is could you direct me there? For the Christian, they are always driving to the Lord, and their joy is located there. 

The Happy Place

The Christian may not be always happy with circumstances, but they are happy in that location— in the Lord. Consider this “happy place” that is “in the Lord”

  • In his love for you
  • In his forgiveness for your sins
  • In his cleansing of your guilt
  • In his  Holy Spirit, who is your Holy Spirit
  • In his Father, who is Your Father
  • In his Rule and Reign
  • In his soon return. 

The Puritan Thomas Watson made the observation that, “one smile from Christ’s face will make us forget all our afflictions.” This is why our joy is a fruit of the Spirit, as Galatians 5:22 says. 

Our joy comes from God because our heart’s delight is our heart’s destination.


photocredit

unsplash-logoEzra Jeffrey-Comeau